Did you hear the whispers of your heart?

A smile costs nothing, but gives much-
It takes but a moment, but the memory of it usually lasts forever.
None are so rich that can get along without it-
And none are so poor but that can be made rich by it.

It enriches those who receive, without making poor those who give-
It creates sunshine in the home,
Fosters good will in business,
And is the best antidote for trouble-

And yet it cannot be begged, borrowed, or stolen, for it is of no value
Unless it is given away.

Some people are too busy to give you a smile-
Give them one of yours-
For no one needs a smile so badly
As he or she who has no more smiles left to give.

♥♥♥

about me.

Hi there, I'm Estherine, a girl of course :p
I guess I should write more about myself here but what's the point? I know who I am, and if you're my friend, there's no need to introduce myself isn't it?
I am fond of music, what's life without music? Music heals souls, music expresses the voice of the world we are living in, isn't it?
I have a lot of thoughts, some I can't say it out loud. So this is a secret garden of mine where I can sow the seeds of my thoughts.
I'm always happy around my friends and family, but I love to be alone sometimes. Oh, and to those who abuse animals or mistreat dogs, please change, if not,I hate you.
Sometimes, silence speaks louder than words.

likes.

Animals, they are much loving and simpler than mankind.
My family, I don't exist without them.
My friends who make me laugh all the time.
Books, they lead me to a world I've never imagined

what i want.
To be strong enough to help others.
To be a free-spirit person.
Travel around the world
To give my family anything they want. To be a daughter my parents will always be proud of.
To provide a shelter for all abused dogs.

what i don't want.

To forget how lucky I am to be here.
To lose myself in the midst of life.
To see animals get hurt.
To be mean and selfish.

Wednesday, September 29, 2010
10:22 PM

30th of September,it is the birthday of someone who takes a very special place in my heart, the vampire freak Kelly Ong, who never sleeps and online mostly after midnight, hehe. So this post is dedicated to her, the vampire who just got older every seconds, hehe you should be happy, old vampires are stronger you know? hehe

I guess I am supposed to write a love letter to her, but she is vain enough,hehe if I do that, she will be smiling creepily in front of her screen..ehem..so let's not give her that pleasure, though its her birthday wahaha..

Ok, fine, she is beautiful, I'm not talking about her appearances (aha, not a chance, ble :P), I am talking about her soul. She's petite and short ( that's the truth Kelly, live with it, hehe) but she will stand in front of you and appear to be bigger than anyone else to protect you. She is a friend who will always stay by your side no matter what happens. She always listens when you need someone to confide in. She is the best kind of friends you would ever wish for, someone to fall back on.

She is fun to be with, though she always cheats when playing games, hehe.. that's the fighting spirit huh? She never runs out of cheeky comments and suggestions even in bad times when you need to find a reason to laugh so badly. She always knows how to cheer me up. Sometimes, I think she can read minds because she always seems to know what is on my mind even though we were thousand miles apart,facing laptop screens. Kelly, don't gloat on this when you read it ok? hehe

So I wish her best of luck in everything she does. With that beautiful soul of yours, I am sure you will go far in life and get what you want^^ Best friends forever, hos over bros!

Stay true to your heart..*

Joy Spreader in process...

It doesn't look nice, but trust me,it is more than meets the eye...hehe

That's the crow queen...wahaha

Today I went to my friend's house to bake cup cakes. There is no special occasion, its just for fun. My friend printed a recipe from a website,we went shopping for ingredients yesterday. It's oreo cup cakes, actually, she wanted to make cheese cup cakes, fortunately I stopped that disaster from happening. She said cheese is nice...not in a million years would I agree of that..thinking of cheese gives me goosebumps..yikes..

I wanted to list down the steps of what we did, but it will be a boring post then, so I'll pass. Its great seeing each other again, and my friend is as crazy as before, hehe...she called herself the crow queen..can you believe that? When she read this,she is going to call me names and said something about my round face, yeah, that's one of my best friends since I was eight..that's what friends are for right?*sigh* hehe

I'm not a skilled baker or cook, and I doubt I will be one anyway, I have not discover the fun of cooking yet, but baking is fun. I guess, if you interview a chef, he would have said that its not about the skills, its the satisfaction of bringing joy to others through the dishes and seeing the happiness plastered on their face when they enjoy your dishes. So chefs are supposed to be the happiest bunch of people in the world, isn't it?Because, for a person to spread joy, he will have to be an extremely happy person at first right?

Spreading happiness through food, hmmm..really? I will have to ask my mum if she feels happy after eating my cupcake..

Shu Fang's Joy Spreader Cupcakes...wahahaha..

I'm not joking, the hospital canteen should hire some bakers and have them make cupcakes and other sweet stuffs..hospital food is so grim and sad, it will only add on the suffocating atmosphere of depression..really..After all, sweet food will induce the release of endorphins right? Which is why, chocolates are good for depressed people.

Hmm..how come I digressed from cup cakes to endorphins and happiness?I can really go on and on about stuffs that are unrelated..

Stay true to your heart..*

music

In the glad springtime when leaves were green,
O merrily the throstle sings!
I sought, amid the tangled sheen,
Love whom mine eyes had never seen,
O the glad dove has golden wings!

Between the blossoms red and white,
O merrily the throstle sings!
My love first came into my sight,
O perfect vision of delight,
O the glad dove has golden wings!

The yellow apples glowed like fire,
O merrily the throstle sings!
O Love too great for lip or lyre,
Blown rose of love and of desire,
O the glad dove has golden wings!

But now with snow the tree is grey,
Ah, sadly now the throstle sings!
My love is dead: ah! well-a-day,
See at her silent feet I lay
A dove with broken wings!
Ah, Love! ah, Love! that thou wert slain -
Fond Dove, fond Dove return again!

♥♥♥

Credits
starr..*